i stopped replying texts.
i didn't meant to. i just needed time alone.
(or maybe i could be hating you.)
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been trying to sort out my new house.
yes. i'm moving. and i'm living alone.
i never knew turning 21 would be such a big jump.
turning 21 would be fun, they said.
i don't even have enough savings for a new sofa and coffee table..... but i guess things will work out eventually . maybe i don't need a new sofa. maybe i could just sit on the floor and have my meals.
guess i'm saying goodbye to my backpacking trip to Europe this year
i cut my hair because, i couldn't be bothered to look pretty anymore.
You do not forget the one who gets away by replacing them with someone else. You just don’t. And the people you love most will do that to you– they’ll make themselves front and center, and you’ll happily build everything else around them. Until they go, and it all caves in. And you put other people there to try to fix it, to try to hold it back up.
“I take great care of myself by carefully shutting myself away.”
— Vincent Van Gogh, a letter to his brother, Theo.
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