is it really possible to live life to the fullest ?

hey guys!

i'm back!!!

sorry i didn't post much about my trip to hong kong. was busy with work and christmas orders for the whole week. it was really crazy.

but well, sad to say, my life as a cake designer will end here. 2 more months and i will be officially quitting my job.  is not because i gave up on cakes, no... but yeah. haha

so i have been asking myself. is it really possible to live life to the fullest ? cos there is no way i will be stuck in singapore working in a office job. i rather be a hobo traveling around the world doing part time jobs to exchange for a room or a meal.

as a singaporean, i know this is not practical. there is no why i will have enough cpf to buy a house and have savings for the future. BUT. being trapped in this globe , doing what i hate, just to survive, is this what i really want?  

i should take a step out of my comfort zone and leave without worries . 

try traveling without money. get a parttime job and try surviving on it day by day.

i want to see the world from my point of view. i want to dive to the deepest part of the ocean and skydive from the highest part of the universe . bungy jump from the peak of the mountains and just lay on beaches just to watch the sky which are filled with stars.

maybe in the future, i will be poor as fuck. i might not have as much saving as most singaporeans do. but what i have, or what i will be having , are memories of places that i went to, people that i met, and photos that i took. 

“You can be the most beautiful person in the world and everybody sees light and rainbows when they look at you, but if you yourself don't know it, all of that doesn't even matter. Every second that you spend on doubting your worth, every moment that you use to criticize yourself; is a second of your life wasted, is a moment of your life thrown away. It's not like you have forever, so don't waste any of your seconds, don't throw even one of your moments away.” 

― C. JoyBell C.